Wednesday, September 22, 2010

The sound scape 22/9/10


Finding sounds that compliment or contradict the images, film and bodies in the space ia a central task of mine throughout this performance making process.  I  really am enjoying this as it is something that i have not been able to do so far in other theatre subjects at La Trobe - although this process is at times very difficult and time consuming. I have been using garage band to edit down the sounds and to cut and paste the most compelling elements of each track.
The band 'The Knife' have been really instrumental in helping me to conceptualize what i wanted the sounds to be represent  - a definite move away from melodic or vocally driven music to an electronic soundscape that enhances the action on stage. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=On41Z4qfVE8

The industrial sounds came from my German friend and i know this will be perfect for Davina and my physical piece.

1. Heart beat Sound effect - peeling paper - Bucket text
2. Industrial  Sound - Physical piece
3. The Knife - Origins -  Love images and text
4. Antony and the Johnsons - Love images and Davinas text
5. Industrial Sound (2) my text in bucket with organ (sewing)

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Beating Heart Surgery - 12/9/10 -



This video of open heart surgery will work well . I like the way you can see the hands and the tools come in and out the image - it makes me aware of how fragile we are and how reliant we are on 'others' (in this case the doctors) to keep our hearts healthy and ok.







TEXT:
love is restaurant, love is watching you eat, love is wondering when i can kiss you. Love is a hospital, love is a surgical laser, love is soft tissue exposed, love is the surprise of your skin, love finds me out...


If you put your feet into a really hot bucket of water, you can hear your heart beat in your toes.

When i met you i was moving like a blind arrow shot in a time of need. I did not want to seal myself against life. What to make of all these fragments?  Time has been here before...History has had you ....and me.


LOVE INTERRUPTS MY LIFE

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Reflection (pre show)

With a month of the rehearsal process left the piece is definitely starting to take shape. The 'world' Davina and I seem to be creating is one where love gets  - interrupted-  through a series of miscommunications.

In taking on a theme as broad as 'LOVE' we seem to be adding complexity through negotiating a series of 'events' that reflect our different interpretation of the theme.

I think in embracing these differences we will make the piece more engaging and hopefully create a 'moving' piece of work.

I guess where I would like to go from here is to revisit some of the earlier ideas about 'representation' and 'hyper realism' - to infuse the piece inter textually. Multimedia was central to our original thoughts on creating this work as was themes  of cultural jamming.

I hope to make a piece of work that affects, engages and moves. I want to confront, inspire and open spaces for dialogue , thought provocation and reflection

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Second Language Me - text

This text will be spoken in German by Davina and i will speak it in English. I hope this text shows more of the complexity of the relationship between love and language and the way it is interrupted when things are misunderstood or re interpreted between two people.



Before you there was another. Simon. He loved my second language German. All of it’s mistakes and grammatical issues. I thought he was strong. Language strong. Saying things I’d never heard before. We’d been together for awhile. Never speaking English. He hated English. I wanted to better my German. It worked. He loved how some of the words came out wrong. How I accidently said goat instead of show and cleaning vacuum instead of vacuum cleaning.

He said that English speakers had forgotten what the word love meant. He didn’t understand how we could say we ‘loved’ objects. I thought it was romantic. The love he spoke of.

Then my friend came and stayed. She didn’t speak German so we all had to change our routine. He said he’d never heard someone say fuck so much. He said my voice went down 4 octaves when I spoke English. I lost my, femininity. I spoke in a prettier way in German. Mistakes and all. He said my English was crass, masculine. He loved second language me. First language me thought he was a cock.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Intitial Ideas - Simulacra and Hyper realism 9.7.10


 
Simulacra is never that which conceals truth  - its is the truth which conceals that there is none. Simulacra is true. " Jean Baudrillard



'It is the generation by models of a real without an origin or reality" - Hyper-reality!



'What the consciousness define as real exists in a world where a multitude of media can radically re-shape and filter the original event or experience'

'Hyper- reality tricks the consciousness into detatching from any real  emotional engagement , instead opting for artificial simulation and endless reproductions of fundamentally empty appearance"





Examples Of Hyper -realism


A magazine photo of a model that has been touched up with a computer.

Films in which characters and settings are either digitally enhanced or created entirely from CGI (e.g.: 300, where the entire film was shot in front of a blue/green screen, with all settings super-imposed).

A well manicured garden (nature as hyperreal).

Any massively promoted versions of historical or present "facts" (e.g. "General Ignorance" from QI, where the questions have seemingly obvious answers, which are actually wrong).

Professional sports athletes as super, invincible versions of the human beings.

Many world cities and places which did not evolve as functional places with some basis in reality, as if they were creatio ex nihilo (literally 'creation out of nothing'): Disney World; Dubai; Celebration, 
Florida; and Las Vegas.

TV and film in general (especially "reality" TV), due to its creation of a world of fantasy and its dependence that the viewer will engage with these fantasy worlds. The current trend is to glamorize the mundane using histrionics.

A retail store that looks completely stocked and perfect due to facing, creating a world of endless identical products.

A life which cannot be (e.g. the perfect facsimile of a celebrity's invented persona).

A high end sex doll used as a simulacrum of a bodily or psychologically unattainable partner.[12]

A newly made building or item designed to look old, or to recreate or reproduce an older artifact, by simulating the feel of age or aging.

Constructed languages (such as E-Prime) or "reconstructed" extinct dialects.

Second Life The distinction becomes blurred when it becomes the platform for RL (Real Life) courses and conferences, Alcoholics Anonymous meetings or leads to real world interactions behind the scenes.

Weak virtual reality which is greater than any possible simulation of physical reality.[13]
 







Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Post- modern theatre and stuff... 1/9/10


In conceptualising the work in LOVE INTERRUPTED I have found it beneficial to understand that the type of performance making that I am undertaking is indeed post-modern. From this perspective it helps me to understand the mechanics of the mode of this particular production while understanding its place within the wider context of contemporary performance making.  Post modernism is something that I feel a lot of people take for granted when creating contemporary theatre. Having an intellectual understanding of the theory behind it allows for a more self aware engagement with the act of making ‘work ‘. This theoretical understanding will hopefully infuse the work on the theme of  ‘LOVE INTERRUPTED’ with more scope and potentialities. I see post-modernism and its continuum of meanings as being central to my engagement with this performance although I do not believe this is a shared value I have with Davina which makes working together at times quite challenging as she comes from a more linear narrative focused  or conservative understanding of theatre, and I seem to want to deconstruct those modes in my approach – this is where things get tricky - However,  regardless of outcome I feel more grounded in myself knowing that I have this as a resource which will hopefully  unconsciously and consciously inform  the process of making the work and indeed the way I embody it come performance week in October

With the collapse of the modernist boundaries, post-modern theatre takes on pluralism and multiplicity in style, approach and over-all process.

 Another important post-modern theatre practice is the use of inter-text, or what Jameson calls a culture of quotations, where various texts could be used to comment on each other – This resonates with me very strongly and I have found Frederick Jameson’s work on post modernism particularly stimulating and his theory of the culture of quotations as being highly informative in the exploring of the theme ‘LOVE INTERUPTED’
The deadening effect that swallows our highly revered icons of our culture. E.g. .The Mona Lisa – we can’t see past the cultural baggage attached to the imaged – I want to explore the symbol of ‘love’ in context of the way it is ladened with cultural baggage and then sample and remix these images or ‘signs’.  Nothing is ORIGINAL –LOVE INTERUPTED needs to be fragmented and pieced together from many different sources so that it gets a its energy from the links and echoes that are set up between the different elements.

I think that the multiplicity and circulating cultural production of the images and meanings associated with  ‘love’ have altered any claim to ‘truth’ in terms of its originality.
I have found it a relief to abandon the idea of originality in this process of making work in favor of this ‘shared’ approach –  what has not been said about love already??

Perhaps it is in the way I construct or re-interpret these representations or indeed make visible the cultural baggage attached to ‘LOVE’ that I can expose and reveal the potential problematic tendency to adopt any absoluteness of the concept,  instead embracing and exploring the complexity and diversity of these cultural representations. I hope this knowledge will mediate any possibility of an over simplification the theme ‘LOVE’.  What I am finding important to my process is to embrace multi-dimensionality and simultaneity.

All the theatrical elements in this piece are interconnected. I want to use multi media to show how each signifying element - lights, visual design, music, etc - stand to some degree as independent form me as the performance maker, but also intrinsic to the overall experience.   Indeed the way the audience is engaged in a post modern theatre is different from conventional or classical modes of ‘reading’ performance. The challenge is to change the relationship between myself and the audience  (as offered by Deborah) - and this is still very important to me in this production. I hope that I can fulfill that challenge in  both literal or more symbolic ways. This shifting of audience/performer relationship sits perfectly with a post-modern inquiry as post-modern theatre is required to go through a dialogic process of taking theory into practice and back to theory for it to be able to express itself and so the post-modern audience then is also called to go through this process of meaning-making.  Here, post-modern theatre forces its audience to always take on a critical stance in watching.  Language-creation and meaning making in post-modern theatre is never a simple one-on-one correspondence mode of cognition.